Wednesday, August 31, 2011

straightedge

Remember when you were sober?
You claimed a lifestyle
That now you dont but I
I stayed that way
Never will I stray
Remember when you were sober?

oh brother

why do i even bother?
donkey kong sixty-four
I miss my brother
the game is unfinished forevermore
God, find my brother

create a change

Going on drives
listening to songs
of the times
I just wanted to set the world on fire
I remember the tunes
And the squeals of the tires
I still wanna set the world on fire

addiction

This addiction rises once more
A slow deterioration
She's racing through my veins
Once again
She's racing through my veins
I've made these mistakes
Make me whole
Once Again

Sunday, August 28, 2011

gossip

WE call it venting
but really
were just talking
to make another
become hurting
gossip
end it

living life

problems at church i see
God these things just cant be
Live the church, that you need

love love

Love, Love
love.
Love?
love!
God, make it happen.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

lost

I find myself here yet again
Angry with the one who has held me in his hand
Thank you God
Thank you God

reality

Dont let this be a gimmick
Oh father, make it real
Make it real
i'd rather be sick
Than the fake that i am

Friday, August 26, 2011

oh no

Oh NO!
God, this just cant be
God, come be with me
God, come set me free
Oh Yes!
God let your loving arms wrap around me

control

Gain some self control
Control yourself
Gain some self control
      ashamed

Thursday, August 25, 2011

selfish

I wish i was quicker to give
and slower to live
selfish

Simplicity

Simplicity
I got alot of things
Things of which none i need
simplicity

just a thought

I thank God for you
And exactly how real you are
In everything you do.
Just know
You set the bar
way too far

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

broken

God, i've saved so many
And invested in nothing
One day there wont be any

Many dream
But God
I just want to be me
Lord, are you OK with that?
Help keep me, me.


Have these eyes seen too much?
To ever gain the love?
Beloved, make me a man

Monday, August 22, 2011

family

Lord,
Love my brothers,
     and give peace to my mother
Protect my father
     and hug my sister

Sunday, August 21, 2011

2 more

God is love,
And love is Real
God make me feel
Pure, like the dove


Go and do something
About the nothings
Go.

poems, i've been writing these short 3 line things. i've got a few here's another to suffice

Alot of my friends smoke weed.
And in the church, all i see is greed
God be all i need.

ummm been a while. yet again. but here goes.

Friendships will mend.
Addictions will end.
When the beloved realize.