New years resolution

I have a few of these actually, and Yes i know this a few days ahead of time but i'm posting them now.

1. Read my Bible every single day, not letting a single day slip by.
2. Lose some weight, how much TBD (shooting for at least 20 and keeping it off though) (more of a this semester goal)
3. Start reading other things for fun also.
4. (in correlation to 3) Read Harry potter 2, 3 and 4
5. Keep grades up
6. Post at least 2 times a week, every week
7. More are TBD but these are the main six

christmas

happy birthday Jesus, im sorry for how i've acted for o so long.  THank you for your forgiveness. now change me for the better.

Thanks, your pal zeke.

time for something fun

This is me trying to cut some seriousness out of my life.  I've been thinking too much lately and i thought this would be funny.  if anyone finds this offensive i'm sorry, ITS ALL IN SARCASM, and any names on here, the person reading it should be able to laugh that they are someone on this list.

anyways this is a list of people i wanna punch in the throat, (but never actually would)

1. Freddie MIlla (talldarkandugly.blogspot.com)
2.Carrot Top
3. everyone in CHiodos (b/c they kicked craig owens)
4. every 440 hardcore/metal kid
5. Emily Reich
6. Russell Large (Check)
7. Simon Cowell (the tough guy act isnt funny anymore get over yourself)
8. ANyone ever who has run a record label ('cept Fat Mike)
8. Leonardo Di Caprio (spelling?)
9. Dane Cook, because I wanna see him run in a circle for 20 minutes trying to tell a story about it afterwords while he calls it a joke
10. Every Fox news crew member
11. my roommate
12. The people who used to be the higher ups at Circuit City
13. Every President.... ever....
14.... this list is much longer... but i'm getting bored

sometimes....

The mind takes too much control,
And I lose sight of what really matters
And as my brain wonders
I think too much
about things that dont
even mean that much
(this isnt a poem, i just like hitting enter)
And i get sidetracked,
and i stop posting on my blog
Because I havent been focusing on God
ANd have continually been messing up.
One of these days i'll get back to posting regularly, for now
SLeep
ZZZZZ
zzzz
ZZZ
zz
Z...

so umm....

I have alot of things i wanna post about, but i havent been in the word as much since Christmas break started, hopefully fixing this, and posting on those lyrics, and then a different song that I love. ummm yeah. so there will be more coming in a little!

Lyrics tonight

I'll post thoughts on these another night, i'm not in the mood to explain thoughts or anything, but here's a song thats awesome
Silence the opressors by impending doom

To the following Christians listen closely.
We bring our light to a new realm, a realm you dare not enter,
Passing judgment behind stone walls, behind your absence of understanding.
We will crush your walls that dictate where our ministry goes,
Don't you ever tell me I'm using God as a gimmick.
I'm not a heretic, I'm not a hypocrite;
Those insults make me sick from the ones I have fellowship with.
We aren't doing this for our own, but for one name holy and alone.
These venues are our church,
We are the gospel in the darkness, and this is our exaltation.
We are the gospel in the darkness; we bring our light to a new realm,
A realm you dare not enter, passing judgment behind stone walls,
Behind your absence of understanding.
Are you listening!!!
We'll crush the walls that dictate where our ministry goes,
This is our church, this is our worship, GORSHIP!

(PISSED)

I had a talk w/ a financial advisor today, and needless to say, the love of money is overrated, God does not show love to you by giving you money, READ YOUR BIBLE CHRISTIANS! why the heck would God give u money if he says its harder for a rich man to be saved than a camel to go through the eye of a needle?!  The love of money is for idiots, live moment by moment.  There has to be a better way to manage money and live life.

Growing up sucks, and only ever planning for one's future is super stressing, and causes people to lose touch of who they are right now, and stop being themselves....

--proving there's a better way to live than following money--