My failings

I find myself here again
Relying on my strength
To go my way

I find myself here again
Throwing you away
for my own gain

I find myself here again
At the bottom
looking up through the rain

I find myself here again
In need of your hand
In order to be saved
and brought to land


Its bad, and i dont care!

All I have to say is that these are my thoughts in an attempted poem.
I find myself growing in the Lord daily, and losing struggles, however once every so many days/weeks these struggles creep back up.  The only way to move on from the things that so easily entangle my life
I must seek the Word of the Lord for strength, and not trust myself with my ability to say NO, and this is a problem.  When will i lose my pride, and defense mechanism, and just lose this to you, Father?! when will I do this?!  Your Strength, and Your Will are what i want, remind me each day, and each time i struggle to grow to rely on Your Word that you have given us.  Thank You Abba, Zeke (JONES) Miller